Ex-officer Amber Guyger testifies that she wishes Botham Jean 'was the one with the gun who had killed me' | This is simple, plead guilty and allow Jean's family and your own to move on. The Fact you are not pleading guilty neuters your remark of being shot and killed by Jean.

https://www.cnn.com/2019/09/27/us/botham-jean-amber-guyger-friday/index.html